the star is right on my palm but i can't hold or grasp on to it or else it will lose it's shine, in order to let it shine, i got to let go of it. take good care of yourself sweetie.waterfall on my face.u're laughing away & my pretence laughter came.this time round it's silent. swear not to get attached again before i finished my studies so my woman please remind me and take care of me. she's as weak as a fallen twig. she look strong,she look happy, she look fine,are you sure about it? it's all under her mask. when it's remove, tears will be rushing like never before, like how a dam is destroyed. wish you can understand how i feel, wish you will be there.just there.there's a lot of question why.i guess the perfect answer is that i don't deserve you. i lost faith. In everything. Here i am, naked without weapon, bare hearted. Many people say i am silly, everyone is laughing at me, even you and me. i don't know what to do. Why am i so naive or stupid? it's just me. i am holding my breath, why am i like a shit. i don't know either. IS THIS LIFE? seriously i think it's hell for me. Not trying to be emo or something but really,..seeing how my "life" had passed, better be dead than living. Trying her best to lead a happy life but fate disallow, but fate reject me, but FATE KILLS ME.jinx me. this time is different. i don't know why. Here iam, washing my face with tears again, who knows? God knows. i need ample rest from this, i need strength to carry on, i need a forgetful mind to forgets about everythings. im not pitiful nor weak. iam who i am. though i do not have a happy and peaceful life, though i lost in this battle, though i loses you. i will be alright then. catch me when i fall/-