I love Christmas, a festive season of Love, Hope & Joy all because God send a savior to the world on this special day. With God, Nothing is impossible (:

Met an old friend after a long long time on the eve of Christmas eve, yes the day before Christmas eve at our usual hangout place. Old friend not because she's old, same age as me. Woah, we have known each others for 15 years. I love the times when we would chat over the phone over nothing for hours and yes your dad would always nagged at you then. We would talk about our future boyfriend how how much we wanted to grow up fast. And now viola~ you gave me a huge surprise!

The gold ring on your 4th finger tells it all! Jaw dropping. Then you already got your own flat! Jaw dropping X2. That's a good news! I am gonna be a bridesmaid soon! Congratulation my old friend, you found your another half! I am so happy for you!

But the reality hit me hard, what am I still doing? This must be retribution for rejecting and ignoring so many guys. Yes I'm scolding myself for ignoring all those good guys right in front of me. What am I waiting for? The sky to fall? I don't know what I'm waiting for. I must be crazy.