Beautiful Laughter.

the way.

2009-12-01T23:27:00.002+08:00

“The truth is, everybody is going to hurt you, you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for.”

99 balloons that blessed me.

2009-11-28T01:07:00.011+08:00

Job 1:21 "God Gives. God Takes. God's Name Be Ever Blessed."

this time what I want is you

there is no one else

who can take your place

this time you burn me with your eyes

you see past all the lies

you take it all away

I've seen it all

and it's never enough

it keeps leaving me needing you

take me away

I've got nothing left to say

just take me away

I try to make my way to you

but still I feel so lost

I don't know what else I can do

I've seen it all

and it's never enough

it keeps leaving me needing you

take me away

I've got nothing left to say

just take me away

don't give up on me yet

don't forget who I am I

know I'm not there yet

but don't let me stay here alone

this time what I want is you

there is no one else

who can take your place

I've seen enough and it's never enough

it keeps leaving me needing you

take me away

I've got nothing left to say

just take me away

take me away

I've got nothing left to say

just take me away

Perhaps,

I'am going to elope to ______.

With ______.

For ______ years.

With expenses of _______ K.

& i still believe.

If you understand, that's good! If not..it's okay.((:

Oh yeah! something weird bout me is that when im sick..i tend to have a hole in my stomach. This saying is prove when i can't stop eating for these few weeks,..cough like mad.Guess i have TB.ha. Talking bout this..i am still hungry after eating 2 portion of lunch.. -_-.. i NEED FOOD. "FOOD RIOT!"

2009-11-21T20:21:00.008+08:00

THE PERFECT GIRLFRIEND?

Yes, she exists. And NO, she’s NOT the supermodel type with the long legs and perfect skin. She’s even BETTER. She’s the type of girl that looks BORING, the one you’d overlook —she’d be your LAST choice.

At worst she’s insecure, clingy, shallow, jealous, nagging, SENSITIVE, EMOTIONAL, DRAMATIC and annoying. But if you can’t handle her at her worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve her at her best.

So, what is a PERFECT GIRLFRIEND?

They say there’s no such thing as perfection and that she doesn’t exist. Oh trust me, SHE DOES.

She dresses up all cute and pretty every time YOU take her out on a date. This is her way of keeping YOU interested as your eyes are locked solely on her. You stare at other girls instead, and she gets hurt and upset that all her time and effort were put to waste.

YOU CALL HER INSECURE.

She holds on to YOU like she’s never letting YOU go. This is her way of telling other girls that she’s lucky that she has YOU, and no, YOU’re not available.

YOU CALL HER CLINGY.

She calls YOU the sweetest nicknames, or ones that only YOU two will understand. This is her way of saying how special YOU are, and that there’s nobody else in this world like YOU. You call other girls “BABE” just as how YOU would call her, and she gets disappointed.

YOU CALL HER SHALLOW AND JEALOUS.

She checks up on YOU, making sure YOU made it home safely or that YOU’re not out getting yourself into any kind of trouble. This is her way of showing how often she thinks about YOU and that she worries constantly because that’s how much she cares.

YOU SAY SHE’S NAGGING.

She cries when YOU do or say something wrong. This is her way of saying “that hurts only because YOU said it and I LOVE YOU.”

YOU CALL HER OVERLY SENSITIVE AND EMOTIONAL.

She loves YOU more than YOU love her. This is her way of dealing with the FACT that your relationship wasn’t like how it used to be.

YOU CALL HER DRAMATIC AND ANNOYING.

So go ahead. Leave the insecure, clingy, jealous, nagging, OVERLY SENSITIVE, annoying girl. She will soon be much happier in the arms of someone who actually deserves her: the PERFECT boyfriend.

crossroad.

2009-11-11T20:22:00.002+08:00

Heart weary as the rainy days.
CROSSROAD.
WE WILL MEET AGAIN, SOMEDAY.

Usted es así que cerca con todo hasta ahora a mí, millones de palabras pegados en mi boca, deseo realmente escupir todo el éstos & ocultado; palabras burried. Tengo el valor a. Puedo mascar solamente mis palomitas en el silencio, manteniendo todos mis rasgones mi corazón. I can' t le dejó considerar mis rasgones así que mentí. Le dije que estoy muy bien pero estoy en absoluto. Cómo deseo no despertaré de este sueño los míos. ¿Dios donde está usted?
i wanna stay in your eyes.

the star loses it's shine tonight

2009-11-09T20:48:00.009+08:00

the star is right on my palm but i can't hold or grasp on to it or else it will lose it's shine, in order to let it shine, i got to let go of it. take good care of yourself sweetie.

waterfall on my face.u're laughing away & my pretence laughter came.this time round it's silent. swear not to get attached again before i finished my studies so my woman please remind me and take care of me. she's as weak as a fallen twig. she look strong,she look happy, she look fine,are you sure about it? it's all under her mask. when it's remove, tears will be rushing like never before, like how a dam is destroyed. wish you can understand how i feel, wish you will be there.just there.there's a lot of question why.i guess the perfect answer is that i don't deserve you. i lost faith. In everything. Here i am, naked without weapon, bare hearted. Many people say i am silly, everyone is laughing at me, even you and me. i don't know what to do. Why am i so naive or stupid? it's just me. i am holding my breath, why am i like a shit. i don't know either. IS THIS LIFE? seriously i think it's hell for me. Not trying to be emo or something but really,..seeing how my "life" had passed, better be dead than living. Trying her best to lead a happy life but fate disallow, but fate reject me, but FATE KILLS ME.jinx me. this time is different. i don't know why. Here iam, washing my face with tears again, who knows? God knows. i need ample rest from this, i need strength to carry on, i need a forgetful mind to forgets about everythings. im not pitiful nor weak. iam who i am. though i do not have a happy and peaceful life, though i lost in this battle, though i loses you. i will be alright then. catch me when i fall/-

~~wish upon a star(:~~

real happiness.<3

2009-11-06T22:14:00.008+08:00

Before my life turns into N0-life, i better get my butt before the pc to spread my love to you!!!..awwwW..Kidding.

Let's do some picture discussion..what can you infer from the picture below?

5..

4..

3..

2..

1..

0..

VIOLA~

a typical couple hugging?? Beautiful scenery? Nah.

`This is heaven; & i send my greatest blessing to you and eugene ((:

Again i teared in joy seeing how lovely ms tan & mr ng have been. It's rare to cry in joy! really! It's like i can feel the lovely atmosphere as well, bliss feeling. Regardless of the obstacles, you guys stand strong with each other(: Problems are there to be solve, & not running away from them. So remember this! i am waiting to be your bridesmaids.

Why do we need relationship so much?
"To form stable, affectionate connections to others gives evolutionary adaptive, & reproductive advantage"

It's a great blessing to share your emotions, your life, your world to someone special. Knowing that it's not easy to find your "the other half". Racing throughout your life, what have you obtained? fame & wealth? These are important but definitely not the priorities in your life for Love makes the world goes round, nothing but true relationship. You can live and bury yourself with money but what if there's no one to celebrate with you? You are in fact not happy.

In life, the best thing will always be the simplest things. Human's mind is the most complex substance in the entire universe, the brain weighs on average about 3 lb (1.5 kg) and can you believe/imagine how this tiny brain can transmit million and zillion of signals to the cells in our body. Cell communication; the ligands and the receptors! which is To keep the body going on in everyday of our life, renewal of cells and secreting hormones etc which makes us happy. That's how amazing our God is.

From wikipedia, it says "Happiness is a state of mind or feeling characterized by contentment, love, satisfaction, pleasure, or joy." The pursuit of happiness? Some met the one early in their life, some met in later part of their life whereas some may not even meet the one.. staying alone fer the rest of their life where i may belong to this category in the future. Been an old maid. How complicated and how simple a relationship can be? all this troubles come from the complex human mind because it's complex! and thus will make things complicated! whoahahs. Stay positive, everything gonna be alright for God is Omnipotent(:

Stay happy, no worries.

drugs for the soul.

2009-11-03T21:37:00.004+08:00

desire for a hug. too.
like how a lil' girl desire for a lolli.

"A smile is a curve that sets everything straight"

2009-11-05T15:56:00.010+08:00

a picture speaks a thousand words,
a smile transmits a million love.
(:

p.s to those who crossed my path and felt my warmth smile, this is the time to tell you that you're loved. Where L-ove has no EX-PIRATION date. *

How i wish. . .

2009-10-25T17:22:00.003+08:00

zzzzz..

tired.

Last semester ALREADY.! they must be mad, giving us 10 modules-_-''..electives 2 modules ALREADY.! okok.sheesh.Life is like that.No worries, it's part and parcel of life. Juls love to talk to herself though.

Hahahs..can you believe i tears when i saw Mr Ng's FB-wall. I felt super relieved, glad, happy that finally the right man has crossed your path & changed your life. I can tell that he's the one for you woman,..cause he really dote on you. Find someone who love you more than you love him. (it's true & that's the most important afterall!) shall let Mr Ng take care of you from now onwards..A load off my minds. Finally you ren yao.jkjk..yao xin fu oo. Woman are not complicated creatures oright! So men out there please remove this wrong mentality(; All they need is a sense of security. simple yet sweet. life is like that.

2009-08-23T22:11:00.010+08:00

Sweets for my sweet.

SINful Delight's

here i am..trying to update on more stuff happening in my L-I-F-E.

21August' 2009= Last day of attachment = Sad.

For the past 12 weeks in GSK, i really enjoyed my stay in tuas. It's more of the friendship than anything else (:

From various departments, not only the Bio team, but also the chemistry, logistics, TS, CNN and even the cleaners! awww..i miss the people over there! The jokes that they make, the stuff that we talked about and even the teasing! lols. Had free foods again and again! Thanks you guys!

Gone with the cheap food in the cafeteria..
Gone with the pantry's milo..
Gone with the nap in the bus..
Gone with the gowning and ungowning..
Gone with the gym..
Gone with the reading of newspapers in the office..
etc.

2009-07-12T00:18:00.004+08:00

(:(:(:(:(:(:

Where should i start...too many (exciting) things had happened!!

hmm..lets start off with...!!!

yesterday! 10July=GSK Fruit's day!
OMG!! i REALLY love GSK.
They always have some interesting events that surprises me!

At 4p.m SHARP.. ALL of us chiong to cafeteria for our fruits fiesta! Lols. Our dearest gorgor helped us to choose the mango and i must say it's damn sweet! Then we had the mangosteen too. AND after these 2 fruits, gorgor and Ms Bee Keow chiong outside the buildings fer DURIAN and rambutan. As you know, the moment you had durian you can't step into the buildings, let alone the LABS.!! GSK reallly a rich company. They had all sorts of durian, from D24 to "Mao shang wang" I will never touch them! xD

Then Stephen the "handsome" out of nowhere touch my face while he was savouring his durian =_= Can't stand him! hahas. And! i forgot to add-ons the wonderful news which is.....
Mr Quee the boss of QC team invited the 3 of us to their BBQ cum night cycling @ Changi!! And it's all FREEEEEEEEE! They really treat us as one of them. Feel so touched man.

They had stand-up meetings and were told to have carpool. Ms Bee Keow had a wonderful conversation with a lady who were arranged to drive her to Changi..The lady driver was telling Ms Bee Keow not to talk, not to open her mouth and not to fart when she was in her car cos of DURIAN..!HAHAS! And then..we followed Cherry car! Our dearest supervisor :) We collected our bikes 1st and rode to the chalet..and the bungalow was #19 (: BBQ started and we don't have to move our hands cause they hired 2 man to bbq for us!! (yeah i know, damn rich). The salmon was good! Wanted to have more but had to play "taitee" with the biggest boss of GSK in singapore..lols..You know what, he said back in Belgium the Spade is the smallest?! hahas..randomness. okok..

AND everyone was shocked when me and bear shared Heineken..lols..i only drank a few sips okayyy :D I am certainly over the age to drink man. Don't worry guys! And after the bbq prawn, i had some allergic rxn(IgE). Gorgor asked me to drink more beer to kill away the itchiness..lols. AND it works! At 9p.m we started our race, im sorry to say we "drink biking"..Hahas! It's a great place to ride along the path where the plane took off!

Night cycling is fun! WITH the right peoples! I was really waiting fer Ms Bee Keow, Gorgor and bear fer a long time..but stephen and Jansen asked me to ride 1st so i did..lols. Then saw people giving up and left me, Arnold, jiejie andLaipeng. None of us know how to ride to Changi point so we stopped and discussed and decided to bike straight. Then Stephen and Jansen came and lead the way. But WHO knows gorgor and the rest didn't give up!! We went to Changi Village and took a break..Gorgor even bring Tiger Beer to drink =_= OMGosh..it's freaking long man/...the journey to and fro was like 25KM!! My butt and back hurt like crap! PLUS i wore skinny jeans and high cut=_= We reach @ around 12.15am and home sweet home! Cherry sent us back home(: They are really sweet peoples. Can't bear to leave GSK =(

And i love my job in Dan Ryan toooo! I learnt many new skills over there, gain knowledge of FOODS. Had tests fer appetisers last wk and i passed. Moving on to soups and salads. Though the boss is super duper fierce, but sometimes she still treat me quite good eh. Had free soups and food over there from her!

okok..it's late. Story will End here. Wait patiently fer a week.

before i leave..

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST AZZIE!! <3
You are turning 19 0n the 13 :D

19th

2009-07-21T20:51:00.015+08:00

Juicy 19th (:

^
Since primary school. 10 over years.

^
The Classics.

^
Everyone change alot, Irene getting cuter and more HANDSOME. I may fall for her soon. Hahs.

^
Me and my Harry' 1982 (fyi..I am not drinking dirt..lols)

^
My love for heels! Isn't it sexy?

^
This thing i tried for the 1st time and for the last time, made me choked for how many freaking times. Melon and it's sucked. Though it's really meant to be suck. ..I'd die from choking rather than lung cancer man.

^
See how woman sucked it, naughty!

^
Spot something. Yes!

Basically that's what i did on the 18th, was working then so changed to my sexy heels and lovely dress. Walked from my working place to orchard train station where thousands of eyes were staring at me. I thought i was some animals in the zoo at that moment of time. Men were leering at me which was so damn gross. Many even talked to me. =_=''. For once, i wanted to be a man. And i was surprised that Irene came to Clarke Quay! Thanks woman! ( it's raining in the bar)

^
Tiny Fish at the background!

^
Besties fer life! (:

^
Belated B'day girl digging for rubbish!

^
I simply lovee this mug man! Tweety with my name on it. Sweet.
^
All the new foods' item from Swensen.

^
Hideous//whohoohoo.

^
That's when 3 bored-random people came together.

Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!
For all those who text me and wrote on my fb's wall :D
You know who you are.

Even my attachment company! You guys absolutely nice! Bought cakes from Bengawan Solo and invite the QC team to celebrate both my B'day and GorGor, plus Cecilia farewell.

Thanks Stephen for that pink guava juice as well!
Thanks Cg fer the Ang pow!
Thanks everyone in my family, even my aunties!
In conclusion, i had the best 19th B'day(: "Sweet"

when the birds meet the bees. (or vice versa)

2009-10-02T11:53:00.014+08:00

okay..this is a very out of the norm post.

`trigger by many factors.

Recently i have heard many news on shotgun marriages where i know the person, but not that close. Yes i know when a couple have that special moment of time/mood, they tend to do silly things. Irregardless of the consequences..I was pretty surprised/shocked to hear that girls of my age are pregnant and getting married?! Theoretically, this is the best age to excel in studies and to prepare ourselves in embarking a new journey in life. BUT but why? accidents do happen, that's why it's called ACCIDENT. Unplanned marriages & unplanned pregnancy..Having pleasure at that moment of time will lead to destruction of a bright future. Is it worth it? nah! not at all! Both the parties will definitely lose out cause they have to start a family at a young age where they are not fully matured or prepared for it. Thus in the long run, everything ends up with a letter of DIVORCE. A waste of youth certainly. By that time when one look back, they will be laughing at themselves for committing such a grave mistakes yet they do not see it when they are young.Blinded as usual.

Life is short. Really. We have not seen the beautiful world outside so please don't confine yourself to that lil world of yours,..Mother nature is simply fascinating, beyond words description. Hop with your backpack and travel round the world, that's what i will do when i have enough capital! whee. Fulfil your dreams, never live a life of regrets.

Was watching 2 movies yesterday due to boredom at home, was pretty sick of what i saw. Supposedly these 2 movies, "Don't mess with the zohan" & "The hangover" were credited as a comedy show. But how do i freaking know that they contain alil too much adult contents! Nudity and disturbing scenes thruout..-__-'''' wahlao! seriously! those who have not watch please don't even try to watch them. The contents should really be rated as R21..they do contaminate and dirty our mind-__- Nowadays, everywhere you will be expose to all these "adult contents", whether in the movies, magazines, Internet or thru the technology like the mobile phones. Young kids are seriously getting from bad to worse. Watching pornography as early as the age of 10?! I know it's guy nature to watch it But it's definitely bad for the mind + soul. Consequences; May bring forth a pervert in the future,..some flasher or rapist??LOLs.

What happen to all their parents and teachers in school. Both of them played an important role in guiding them to the correct path. Don't find excuses please. No matter what, you guys are responsible for them even though IT is due to the broken world outside. Bad to worse environment. Parents out there can counsel their children, or speak to them with their past experiences. Never feel shy or find it inappropriate to talk. Never ever delay the problem, if not.. psychological effect will be brought upon them. Their future is in your hand. It's no fault of theirs so don't try to condemn them. It's human nature, the same story when Adam's eyes were "opened" due to Deadly Temptation. BLAH.

Oh my gosh! such a long post about this explicit contents..lols. In conclusion, girls out there please protect yourself no matter what. Even though the dad of the baby agree to take up the responsibility. Still! You will be bringing troubles to your family, they will be superbly upset and embarrassed for having children with all these nonsensical troubles. Heart-broken, hidden tears from them. So be a smart person, even though you wanna have fun, use protection lah! OR self-Control lah! hahas..So Norlimah & i have start out this "Use Condom" Campaign,..she's the manager and im the shareholder..LOLs. Who wanna join? closing date will be the end of this month. Xp

No point. yes.

2009-04-10T12:10:00.002+08:00

They said i don't have to be silly,
because VALUES & MORALS they don't count today.

They said i don't have to be gullible,
because TRUTH & RIGHTEOUSNESS don't exist at all.

They said i don't have to be naive,
because FAITH & COMMITMENT doesn't comes by.

BUT..

I still chooses to believe.
to believe in the one who came to died for our sins,
the one who endures all the pain and insults,
the one and ONLY one who came to RELIEF!

Life can be really easy;
Just live and enjoy;
and party it away.
But only the foolish chooses to believe,
And then forget the one;
who came to save us.

Life is TOO short for us to play about with.
A moment of folly can destroy our life.
A moment of wisdom can glorify God.

But still,..

i am not a follower of the norm
i choose not to compromise my belief
though it's never easy
Stay strong in the house of God,
for faithfulness and commitment..
bring forth prosperity and unexpected miracles works!

i'd rather be silly, gullible and naive. Rather be foolish..
for a fool gains nothing,
but himself only.

Ask yourself this; What kinda life you wanna live?

A life full of FUN ONLY?? thats wasting and throwing life away.

Might as well give to those who wants to treasure life badly but they can't!

Agreee?

We can do so much things in our life, by impacting the people around us, by making a great differences in their life, by loving them and caring for them..so much more!

AND The question is. to be,
Or not to be??

To be the salt of the earth?
To walk through the long and narrow way?
To endure pain and shamefulness?
To stay strong in his presence?
To persevere till the end?
To act accordingly to his words?
To be a good disciple?
To uphold his image??!

My heart is set,
set upon the House of God.
To serve God for my eternal life.
Placing God 1st in my life, then my studies (:

My philosophy of Life

2009-03-23T20:41:00.001+08:00

Life is short yet long.

Why do i say it's short..?
Ans: You will never know when you will die

1) In this broken down world where psycho are everywhere..you may get raped, shot, stabbed etc.
2) Reckless drivers everywhere, you may get knock down while crossing the roads.
3) Fish bones or fish ball may get stuck between your throat, hinder proper respiration.
4) Hidden diseases or unknown diseases in your body which may trigger upon infection.
5) Some flower pots may fall on your head while you walk pass the HDB flats.
6) Some toxic insects/animals may sting/bite you OR in contact with corrosive reagents!! (which has a higher tendency happening to me.) I may die soon!

Life is long..?

Ans: So much things to achieve in Life! Look upon to your Bright future! Visualise and Believe on it! I CAN DO IT!
1) Aim for the best education that you can ever imagine of. Because Knowledge is Power!
2) Get a good, not enough..a best job and earn More money to attain a higher status! People are materialistic.
3) Fulfilling my dreams!!

Woman's heart is weaker than her flesh

2009-03-17T23:13:00.002+08:00

Alright, it has been such a long time since i last blog. Lost the touch. awww.

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY tO yOU!! Time flies woman..You are 19 now. Soon i will be too. Then we will reach 2_...hahas..ok..that's scary. Ok..hope to see you in your wedding gown..soon.

Anyway arent you excited that i have the 1st post on your B'day (= Well, im pretty glad fer you now because i know you can depend on him. A nice, great guy(: You will always have my support even though all opposes it! I LOVE YOU(:

I love doing expt in school everyday! Esp when there's someone to guide me. Thank God!
Flyer is worth the ride and I found a bar that sing Christian songs live somewhere around the flyers' shops..! Yeah So cool but must be over the legal age to step in.
Thank God there's free shuttle bus and I love the free ride because i got to enjoy the breeze that slowly brushes away my problems. Ahh..

2009-07-03T23:36:00.003+08:00

CONFESSION OF A WORKAHOLIC.

2 jobs, 1 attachment
^ that's me!

dearest darlins and women out there, iam free only on mon after attachment..which is like 6.30pm at woodlands. Pls remember to "fix" a time as this woman is extremely BUSY. Work filled 3/4 of my life right now, the rest left for sleeping time.

New working environment over the restaurant, nice and cosy ambiance. But the people over there are kinda "weird". Only a few are "normal", that's include my dearest bro and me myself! omgosh! My bro is damn funny..as usual..we will talk over in msn when we're just few metres away from each other under the same roof and we were discussing how abnormal the people can be..Then out came the conversation about my further education and he actually told me that one day i will just take my husband money and be a house wife so i don't have to work so hard now!? Lols~Obviously yours truly can never be an old hag!! Cos I am gonna be a career woman!

And he actually asked me if i will only stay single for a month only? i was like -_-?? Since when juls is attached?! she has been single since...forever? lols.. Not so soon she's gonna break her zero record.! Talking about my bro..! he's the best choice for those seeking long term relationship..lols.

He's gentleman,
charismatic,
responsible,
talented,
kind+compassion,
intelligent,
tall,
good looking,
filial,
humorous and much more!! A magician plus a good cook xD

^this is what i called a real MAN! my ideal partner x)

Pardon me fer been Too busy..this is where i really enjoyed myself (:

2009-06-23T21:56:00.004+08:00

A blonde woman goes to the doctor and complains that her whole body is aching. She touches her knee and says: "Ouch! That hurt". She then touches her elbow which evokes yet another painful response. She then touches her ear and complains that it is sensitive too. The doctor then examines her and says: "Well, Madam, I am sure that will be the case - your finger is broken."

^thats why they say "dumb blonde!"

work work work..

sheesh, im no much better than you woman. You OL, me will never be one. I can't stay in the office fer the entire day, i need to walk around and talk, and talk. I am becoming more like you, or worse than you. Literally working from mon-sun. *yawn...Though physically worn out, a sense of fulfilment and satisfaction rush thru my blood. An Epinephrine, that's the word. Yeah, i absolutely agree that peace may be found thru works, piles of work. The fact that time passes by fast, getting unnecessary thoughts outta mind, focus on the right things, the best medicine woman! i support you. i shall kope your sentence; "I SOLD MY SOUL TO THE DEVIL (TOO)". Working is (:

kinda stressful as well, so many things to learn at that restaurant. I swear it's a celebrities' restaurant! I seen TONS of celebrities in just 2 days time. Those who love to "chase" after stars should visit this restaurant. No kid. Can you believed what i saw?! A sama waitress get hugged, nono, i should say pulling her waist towards him by this "Black" for like 10s or more? no kid. I was literally stoning and watching them. How INTERESTING this job can be. So many "friendly" customers..whoohoo. i may get one soon too.

damn. getting too workaholic i guess. Got to work even on my 19th. For 18 freaking years i had been celebrating on this day of mine. Gotta break the tradition man. I guess i can't have my drinking session on my day. Woman!! My 19 kisses! Guess i shall have it alone on the next day. What to do..hope there wont be any hangover cause i will be working!..who wanna join me ?? pls feel free to :D If not.. i shall have my one night affair again!

2009-06-17T20:42:00.004+08:00

Oh well,it has become a weekly post i guess.

Let's start off with the "secondary school kids!"..always disturbing the cleaners..lols.me too,sometimes. The new sealer came! yes it is more expensive and high-tech but apparently it of a more hassle for bulky items. And! all of them; lee ying, bee keow, cecilia and nela were extremely excited about this new machine in the office! They were taking turns to try out this new sealer which cost $4k that produce 7 seals. Aha! yes there's roller in it and it is a smart machine But..it does has its con.

Oh ya! there quite a handful of Caucasians in gsk. Found 2 Darth Vader from Belgium who has extremely low voice. Never seem to understand their english. They are freaking tall as well!(and some are quite hot!)

I simply love this Site Safety Induction Course! Mr Ong is simply-absolutely Humorous!! was laughing thruout the whole talk! I swear those who are sad or depressed will be all well again due to his extremely funny speech! All due to the 8 Bangladesh workers!! wahahas!

And all started out by,...taking individual photos fer the site's card.

8 Bangladesh workers came into this small office and he asked the other guy who is in-charge of them to call out their names for the photo parade! thats what he said. =_= He actually said to us that "all look the same" and call them number one, number two and so on..lols.

Every slides will have some funny parts! (Cause the workers seem to be clueless about what he is talking about).

The most funny part is the ladder!! Cause he gotta explain that fibre-glass ladder could only be used at the construction site but he don't know how to simplify further so he said.."all those that you know such as aluminum, iron ladders cannot be used, BUT all those that you DON'T KNOW can be used!! like what the crap~~what if the ones they don't know is iron and they use it!! omg!

The harness part is funny tooooo! He asked if they know where to anchor it..but apparently anchor is a big word for them to digest, so he changed it to hook. But none of them seem to response so he asked us what other words could be used! And the sk1 bear told him to use "hang". That's kinda inappropriate but in layman term its considered right..Lol.

Mr ong actually doubt them if they know toilet!! thats like....OMGOSH! okok..and his actions is damn funny i swear! He asked them if they knows what's inside the small bag of harness, and he simply tried to open the bag from a 2D ppt slide??! And his action of people dying was like..teaching lil kids?(the wriggling index finger if you know what i mean).

AND ALMOST EVERY SLIDE HE WILL SAY "ALI BABA" =_=''
This is the best safety talk i had ever attend!! Not dry at all! You can't bear to doze off!!

I had surprise(s) on weds~

A lil baby lizard found which was like reddish body..stared at me fer quite some time. Supposingly iam not afraid of lizard, only cockroaches..i have no idea why i start to scream when it seem to be charging towards me=_=

The free shuttle bus is scary i swear! Back to woodland station..i was sitting at the inner seat right behind sk1 bear and was sleeping in the bus as usual cause it's a long ride back..i woke up like 10 mins before reaching causeway point and was admiring the scenery when i saw this lil orange spider out of nowhere crawling about at the front seat of the head rest..i tried to maintain my coolness and my image by not screaming cause i know people are sleeping in the buses! I asked wanhua if needed to change seats but she thinks it's alright cause the bus was reacing soon so i focus at the spider, fearing if it will do anything stupid. VIOLA~ it scare the crap out of me when it suddenly slide down with its spiddy web with less than a metre away from my thigh!! As usual, immediately i screamed=_= and tried to push wanhua to the other seat so i can ESCAPE!! People were staring at me man! ohmyGosh~ damn malu luh~
I am not going to be a spiderwoman any time soon alright!

i can't stand insects or whatever gross stuff to touch my bare skin! ewwness!

I love sampling water!! i admit my feet are small..gotta wear my shoes in the boots=_= which was like "shoe in a shoe" ..Whoo..and when stephen was wearing the full body protection..he looked like a Star Trek character! WFI=Water For Injection is damn hot; ~92 degrees Celsius. Don't play play! ok. i want to be a sampler!

GSK!

2009-06-12T23:51:00.016+08:00

A post that's meant to appear a week ago..

well, life seem pretty Busy, hectic

but unusual Fun, Joy, Strength, Laughter's, Fulfilment's seem to be rushing thru my blood as i step into this building in tuas.

In conclusion, i simply, absolutely love GSK!

I'am so blessed to have the chance to work in the new manufacturing plant of GSK in tuas, though it is very far from my house, i find it's worth it for the long travelling time. THANK GOD fer the circle line that's open at the right timing! whoohoo. im a blessed girl(:

Let's see..

a day has 24hrs,

9hours working in gsk,

2hrs x 2 =4hrs of travelling time,

1hr for bathing, eating dinner..,

8hrs of theoretically "healthy" sleeping time,

if you still can count..

24hrs-9hrs-4hrs-8hrs-1hrs=2 hrs left to do my personal stuff!

Life pass by fast then..but i enjoy it!

GSK= The Largest Vaccine Investment in Asia! The vaccine for H1N1 virus are produced by gsk too. The environment is beautiful and cosy, with not much of politics which is a good thing(:

The first day of work, as usual nothing much to do..[loves the merry-go-round door]. Learn that all staffs has their own card to access the buildings in gsk. My stay in gsk will be a short one so we take the "contractor card" which can access anywhere, expect labs. No handphones are supposed to be seen or used in the buildings except in the cafeteria!! Gosh! Not easy for many! Many interesting things had seen and happened since the 1st week of work! Such as..a dramatic view of "magic" performed at the entrance of building 2, weird supplied of goods, weird incident in the cafeteria and the pantry etc.

Talking about the cafeteria!! the food is freaking cheap bcos it's a big company and so..they subsidised some amounts for the staffs working there. And they do not have a fixed menu like our school canteen but they do have daily menu! Mon shall be blah blah, tues shall be Fish & Chip!!......

The pantry! Free flow of drinks! My fav Milo will always be the 1st to run out. The Mocha, latte and cappuccino taste great too! Funny things happened yesterday when i press for latte and it came out some weird dark bitter coffee..i thought it was black coffee but sperm killer insist that there's nth wrong with it..but the taste was nasty so i pour all away. Then in the afternoon, SK1 tried the cappuccino and it turn out dark bitter coffee again! What we heard was that the drink machine ran out of cream and sugar and thus ALL the coffee will be black coffee =_=

It was meant to be refilled on tues but PM was coming so i guess gotta wait for next tues.

Talking about PM giving a speech in gsk, even i felt kinda excited too. Seeing gsk all over the news on tues night and appeared at the front page of the newspaper the next day! Im quite attached to this company man. I love the people over here; cherry, lee ying, bee keow, arnold, cecilia, nela, elaine, ai sin, mr tham, mr tan, gor gor and many many many more! They gave us a chance to help them and learn new things from them(: Even the cleaners are friendly..lol. Gym and wrapping is fun!

I swear i'ma gonna work in this company after i graduate. Life is simply BEAUTIFUL.

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^Somewhere over clarke quay.."Shisha Lounge Bar" at level 2.

^The buffet seem tempting! (nice a-m-b-i-e-n-c-e)..very high class!

^Expensive cocktails plus extremely potent(:

^My order-"Fallen Angel"(the glass look nice.lol)

^Woman's order-"Five Wise Men" (Where's the wise one?)

^"Hand-crackers" (don't ask why)

^A tongue tingler + An all time classic

Woman stop drinking! it's bad fer health! Lols. The combination of Whisky, Gin, vermouth, creme de menth making you red like lobster! No more emo woman! Must live your life to the fullest every single second! Have a break, have a kit-kat (:

juls is happy happy happy~

loving you even deeper. thank you.

2009-06-06T00:15:00.013+08:00

OMGOSH~! so long so long~
apparently there's no photos uploaded yet soooo..till now then!(:

ima gonna declare that..
I LOVE FYP!! and i miss FYP!(tears.....)

ok. this post is specially dedicated to ALL my FYP friends(animals)!

Loads of photos coming up! wheeee! camwhore animals!

Yours truly in lab, naked fish shoppe & NYP lounge.

Surprisingly 3 months pass by so fast! The thought of doing lab daily is such a mundane chore..but but!! all the great, funny, crazy, lovely, cute friends that i know make my stay soo ENJOYABLE! Love you guys!!

1st of all!! Introduce my interesting, beautiful, lovely supervisor..!

^Ms Cherine tan!

The project that i worked on is "A New Method for Protein Purification and Nanotechnology".

My transformed husband; BL21(DE3) hrGFP ll-C ! E.coli is my best friend for the whole 3 months..

^This UNCLE junyi(Hamster)!! Soo free ah..come to lab daily to play games! lols..For the past 3 months must really thank him for all the help and patience man! sama sama blur luh!

^MAYA PAPAYA KAYA(Seal)! i will always remember us "fighting" over our lab air-con's temperature! AND thanks for letting me kope your lappie songs!! Remember..don't waste so much of your money on that packet of stuff!! hehes.

^Amanda(Panda)~rhymes!
Omgosh!! you surprised me with this cute doggie on my last day of FYP! i nearly cried =(

Thank you soo much!! Remember..must eat faster next time kay! hehes.

^Rose! (Fishy)
You and your zebra fish! Hahahas! The most friendly one and contine to crap! Thanks for your market basket ah! help me carry my favourite autoclave stuff! hahas!

^Shanyln! (Piglet)

Yo! Ah lian! hahas! so fun to disturb you! my mature friend! Remember must learn how to cut your food ah! if not next time you will die of hunger..hehes. SEE you very soon in lecture hall!

^Yitian!! (Froggie)
I love your voice when you sing "My heart will go on"..sooo nice! Thanks for your help as well!
Remember to sing Jason mraz; "i'm yours" to Eric! hehes..jk!

^Wan rong!

The new DT! thanks for cleaning my "dirty" lab! lols. DT job gonna be very busy! Hang on! Jia you!! Don't give up man!

^Daphne! (Rabbit)
I love casting gels with you! Thanks for giving me insights of studying in Australia! Oh ya! see that card she's holding! I had one fer everyone!! but all of different cats..

^Steve(Giraffe)

Si giraffe, ben giraffe, bian tai giraffe, slacker giraffe etc. more to come! lols!

so old then know giraffe have blue tongue lor! Anyone else who know giraffe have blue tongue pls tag me! hahas! Mushroom head! don't keep on walking around the lab ah, later your cough cough wrap around you!

^Andre! (Monkey)

Rose's handsome! lols. Another one so slack in lab! Incubation time damn long! lols. Must teach the new people already.!

^Isaac!(amandy best friend!)
I love the song "More than words" that you played for me! Must teach me how to play kay!

^ IN LAB(S) :D

^@ NYP LOUNGE! (DEAREST MS TAN ORDERED PIZZA AND ALL OF US PLAYED POOL, KARAOKE, MASSAGE CHAIRS ETC.)

You guys make a difference in my life! the best part of fyp is making loads of cranky friends!

i miss lab!! i even miss autoclaving stuff, taking ice from the ice machine, walking labs to labs to find animals etc. THE SIMPLEST THINGS CAN BE THE MOST sweet things(:

Peeps! we shall meet after our attachment, fyp fer dinner kay! (:
KEEPINCONTACTIFNOT!XP

2009-05-16T01:07:00.024+08:00

"ANIMALS" Rendezvous by the bay! (:

^amanda shaky hand~

^yours truly-roseY-Amandy

^Ice-creamy time to coooooool us down...ahhhhhhhhhh.

^what a Hot-Hot day!

^ok this is so random amanda!!lols.

^Joke of the day! look rather..____ gay.

^Sweaty and sticky animals!

Thats all! let the pictures do the talking!! more outing plsz! :D

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to me; LOVE = BLISS

BLISS = SIMPLE-simplicity

P.S. i love you

^the most touching story ever. Never fail to tears me every single time i watch.

how a man bring her luv back from hell, with conscientious planning. ^^

a perfect love story, too good to be true. A story that will warmth your (heart+soul), {cause they work together, never will they be separated} As what woman said; "we all say L-O-V-E". But people do have different views on it. They are never Right nor Wrong, because there is no standard or purr-fect answer to this question of mine. We can never work out the steps/protocol because there isn't any formulas for us to follow and abide, simply to say..there is no rules to this game. Once you are out! You are. Outta of the game. Cruel yet true. This is the world that we're living. Wake up if you're still unaware of it. No matter how hard we seem to fought fer it, what exactly happened in the end? clue-less. love is not a miracle, but just a co-incidence.

Yeah, it is like a board game. The chances of you getting a double six(a special bonus) is like?? No ones know.God knows. The number of steps that we took doesn't determine how close we are towards our "perfect ending". A sudden piece of rock may fall from nowhere and be a obstacle. (like what i love to say; "you will never know").

"like a kite, the harder you pull it towards you, the more the string will snap.

and when you let away the string, the kite will fly, to some other places and lost it way back."

Life is never too long fer anything, But too short for Everything (:

indeed.

"one can never love someone so much because they will not last".[beautifully-hidden]

i do not know when i will fall back into love, but right now,right here with all the friends and my family. i can say, i'm Bliss (: fulllllllllllllllllllstopppppppppp! happy ending(snaps!)

juls; stop looking at the stars. having a long break.

AND..my mind is 80% ready to fly!

fly away from this misery land to pursue for my own happiness. so hard to find a good man.

gonna miss my russell :(

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you

`wipe off your tears and pursue your dream.

2009-05-12T18:23:00.007+08:00

broke like crap!

1 tooth=120 bucks?!
3 teeth= 360 bucks!

$%&*^&^%^%#$@&^

freaking [EX]pensive!
may need a surgery??

Rah'''
PAINful` :(

busy like crap,
tired like crap,
crazy like Crab!

BRACES IS THE NEW SEX~!
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And And Juls is Super duper happy now!!
because..

she just chat with VEDRO!
OMGOSH!!
I MISS VEDRO SO MUCH!

he's the best senior cum friend ever! (and the richest one..lols)

What's MORE!! he will be flying back to Singapore from UK next month!
i can finally meet him again!!

die die also must see him!!
and i can give him the keychain that i bought fer him..like 4yrs ago?? hehes :D
it still look new though i have kept it in my drawer for donkey years!

YEAH! (:(:(:

2009-05-06T14:25:00.003+08:00

ok..here i am typing..in school lab, waiting for incubation time to end! sooo busy!

aint no slacking. alright!

this is wad i found from my friend's blog...its true, its true.

To love someone is to respect .. to give , to remember , to forgive , to hand on ,to communicate , to be responsible for every word and action made ,to trust and let go .

2009-05-05T23:31:00.006+08:00

Ok i shall blog my dear. For you, Only you~
ok im high now! when..yes..WHEN i have the time, we shall dig out our old Photographs since primary-school and post it! (to scare peeps..lol). And to retrieve our past memories/collections..OUR reminiscence!

Basically is our cough*..our lovely ones! [BELOV-ED] (:

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esp..hehe..you know..

for Now..I FORGOT TO GIVE MY HUSBANDS NEW HOUSE!! HOW!LOL~
(basically i forgot to restreak my plate..=_=! i left in the incubator for 2 freaking days and i shall see MORE HUSBANDS!nono!! more sons and daughters! More descendents! they will blame me fer not giving them freedom!lols.)

^not everyone could understand, i know i know.

Cerals Family! i still love KoKo Crunch the most!~
KOKO CRUNCH dip in FRESH WHITE MILK..which turns the white milk into chocolate Milk= yummy!

ok.in conclusion.I AM ENJOYING MY BEAUTIFUL, LOVELY, EXCITING, SEXY,AMUSING LYFE! AWESOME-NESS! :D